Baby girl,
I went to talk to a therapist today, this decision has been far from easy and I can't seem to find peace in either choice. The conclusion we've come to, is that for whatever reason, your Dad and I seem to clash in a very dangerous way right now. Something about our personalities, or our spot in life, is making for a volatile and overly stressful situation for everyone. It's especially dangerous for you, and for that reason we're going to back down and try to find some calm and peace to allow you grow in a healthy way.
So for now...the door will not be shut on your Dad, at least I won't be the one shutting it. I haven't given up on a family for you, but I have given up on trying to force this one at present. Lucky for us both, we have the greatest family on the planet that has very much risen to the occassion. You have no idea how fortunate you are to have the grandparents, aunts, and uncles that you will be meeting in the next few months. It's a complicated, non-traditional family, but I am convinced this was what I got to even out for all of the rough things I've been through. There is truly no better family in the world for you to come into, and for that you are very very lucky.
Love you kid, we will be ok and we will be happy..I promise you that.
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